alexandraclaire

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Today…

when I started to realize how much I truly miss you and us I also realized that I’m alright by myself. The thing that scared me the most was the possibility of not having you. 

why can&#8217;t I just be this happy little girl again?

why can’t I just be this happy little girl again?

(via kaileemadison)

I&#8217;m trying so hard not to right now.

I’m trying so hard not to right now.

(via nschnegg)

I just need to learn to let go. Everything you have said lately is killing me and I can’t deal with it anymore. I’m not being dramatic or bitchy I’m simply telling you how I feel. I know it’s a long time away but I love you and I know that I don’t want anyone else but you. When I say I want you I don’t mean what you’ve become I know things change but love for someone isn’t. Right now we aren’t talking and it’s killing me ( I’m trying though.) I feel like this space could be a good thing, Maybe you’re right and you do deserve better. All I have left to say is I’m Sorry and I love you. :’(